Episode 02

Why Smart, Successful Women Struggle to Find Success in Love
(and what this has to do with the new JLo documentary)

Watching the new JLo documentary... about her video documentary about her life, music and loves
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Show Notes

Welcome back to The Hilary Silver Podcast! Today, we’re peeling back the layers on why so many talented, successful women face challenges in love. Inspired by the new JLo documentary on Amazon Prime, we’ll explore how even the most accomplished among us can struggle with issues of self-worth and intimacy in their personal lives. Join me for this deep dive into the paradox of success in career versus challenges in love.

In this episode, you’ll learn...

Episode Highlights:
  • The JLo Effect: Understanding how JLo’s personal and public life provides a unique lens through which we can understand the love challenges of successful women.
  • Self-Worth vs. Success: A deep dive into why external achievements often mask internal struggles with self-esteem and self-worth.
  • Cultural Expectations and Personal Relationships: How societal pressures shape the romantic lives of women who are perceived as “having it all.”
  • Practical Takeaways: Tips on navigating self-worth, setting realistic expectations for love, and why understanding personal value is key to healthier relationships.
Episode Breakdown:
[00:00:00–00:05:00] Hilary introduces the topic and shares her initial thoughts on the JLo documentary and its relevance to the struggles of high-achieving women in love.
[00:05:01–00:15:00] Discussion on the dichotomy between public success and private emotional challenges, featuring insights into JLo’s personal anecdotes from the documentary.
[00:15:01–00:25:00] Analysis of societal pressures on successful women and the impact on their romantic choices.
[00:25:01–00:35:00] Strategies for women to reconcile their public achievements with their private needs and desires in love.
[00:35:01–00:45:00] Q&A session with listeners sharing their stories and seeking advice on similar issues.
Listener Takeaways:
  • Self-Reflection: Encourages listeners to consider how their public successes might be influencing their private emotional states.
  • Empowerment through Understanding: Offers insights into how societal narratives can dictate personal happiness and what can be done to change that script.
  • Community Support: Engages the community for a broader conversation about love, success, and the interplay between the two.

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Here’s the thing.

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I’m gonna just say it right now. It’s a fact.

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It’s a little known fact, but it is fact.

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High achieving women, hyper achieving successful women

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often struggle with low self-worth and low self-esteem.

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Hi, it’s Hillary. Welcome to the Hillary Silver Podcast.

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Hey everyone, thanks for tuning into our conversation today.

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As a relationship expert of 25 years

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and the founder of the company Ready For Love,

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I often get articles about love

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and romance sent to me to get my reaction.

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The most recent is the J-Lo documentary

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that is airing on Amazon Prime right now called The Greatest

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Love Story Never Told.

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Well, what I love about this feature is

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that J-Lo is a case study on why

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so many high achieving women struggle to have healthy,

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loving romantic relationships.

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So I am going to share my conversation with you today,

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and you can hear all about

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what my thoughts are on this documentary and her story

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and why it’s relevant for you.

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Let’s get started. So

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before we get into the conversation today,

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I really wanna make sure that everybody

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who is listening right now stays

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because this episode,

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while it is about high achieving successful professional

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women who struggle in their love lives, it’s not just

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for you if that is you, it’s actually for anyone

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who knows and loves a woman who fits that description.

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This is a common issue in our culture,

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and I really want to, I wanna, uh, explain this

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mystery to everyone.

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I want to demystify why is it that she,

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she’s the great catch, and

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but why is she still single, right?

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Everybody has heard of that. We see it in a lot of places.

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And so I want everybody to stick around

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and listen to this conversation so we all understand it

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and have more empathy for these women.

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Um, can help these women, can support these women.

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Um, so that’s, this episode is for everyone.

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So, at the very beginning of the documentary,

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Jen talks about how she has two sides of herself

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where there’s this public persona

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that she represents herself as this powerful, successful,

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sexy, you know, 50-year-old plus woman who’s got it all.

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And she does, that is a part of her that is real.

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She’s not faking that.

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Um, and that’s a part of her life

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that she feels confident in, and she’s not struggling

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and she has mastery.

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But then she talks about that she goes home in the privacy

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of her own personal life, and she has a lot of shame

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and a lot of embarrassment,

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and she’s battling her demons, is what she calls it.

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And so that’s, I wanna explain what that’s all about, um,

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right now, and then we’ll keep peeling back the

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layers of the onion here.

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So that is very, very common for most women

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who identify this way, we would all look at them

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and on the outside, they’ve got their s**t together.

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They’ve got the house, the car, the career, the kids,

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the bank account, the lifestyle, all the goodies,

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they take good care of themselves, whatever that looks like.

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That’s what’s going on on the outside.

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But on the inside there, there are two real big problems.

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Firstly, what’s going on in her head?

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Women who are super high achievers.

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Well, let me just say this.

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First and foremost, I’m gonna just say this right now.

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It is a known fact, a little known fact, but it is a fact.

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High achieving women, hyper achieving women often struggle

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with low self-worth and low self-esteem,

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and it rears its ugly head mostly in their love lives.

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And we’re gonna talk about why that is in just a moment.

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So it’s a fact. I I just, just trust me, it’s a fact.

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But not a lot of people know about that.

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So what’s going on in her head, in her mind,

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in her inner world, is she’s really a perfectionist.

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She’s hard on herself.

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She can’t give herself a f*****g break.

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She’s got a tough inner critic, like a massive b***h

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of an inner critic driving all of her achieving

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and accomplishing and success accomplishing.

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She’s super hard on herself.

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And so that is a big problem that most

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people would not suspect is going on inside of her head.

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Her inner landscape is a cold, harsh environment,

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and it is often not a very kind and loving place to live.

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This is a relationship with herself that is really toxic

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and dysfunctional and not loving.

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She doesn’t, she has not yet come to a place where she is,

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has unconditional love for herself.

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She picks herself apart.

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because she’s super driven to make that go away.

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But the problem with perfectionism, if you’ve,

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if you’ve know anything about that,

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is that it’s never enough.

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Perfectionism is like a constant seeking of perfection,

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but perfection doesn’t exist in reality.

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It’s not real. So it’s a moving target.

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It’s just one more award.

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It’s just one more, you know, dollar sign.

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It’s just one more thing.

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And then as you get there,

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the target just gets pushed back further and further.

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So that’s what it, what it can sound like

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and feel like to these women in their head.

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Not all women, but a lot of them.

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And then meanwhile,

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because of this, what’s happening is

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that they’re getting into these relationships with men

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and the way she’s been managing her love life,

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conducting herself in her love life, interacting

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and engaging, what she’s tolerating, what she’s putting up

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with, who she’s picking,

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what her love life looks like is all trauma, drama, chaos.

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It’s a total s**t show often.

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And, and if anybody were to know what was going on

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behind those closed doors, they would be mortified,

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totally embarrassed.

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And it’s so, they’re so ashamed of what

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that has been in their lives.

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And the more that they create this in their love lives,

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the more like what happens with shame is that

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we wanna tuck it away into the dark recesses of our lives,

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into the deep dark corner.

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I call it the naughty corner.

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The parts of ourselves that we don’t like, that we have not

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yet accepted, that we don’t love,

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or like the parts of ourselves that we feel

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disqualify us from love, that we disassociate from,

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because we don’t wanna know about it, we don’t wanna deal

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with it, we shove it away.

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And that’s what shame is.

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And the l the more that we kind

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of stockpile s**t into the naughty corner,

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the more shame we have, the less likely we’re ever going

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to ever let somebody close enough to us

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because they will see those things

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that we don’t even wanna see ourselves.

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So those are the two main reasons

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why there is such a disconnect between the public

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persona, not just of j Lo,

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but of all high achieving women

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who are operating at a very high level in their careers

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and in their lives in many other ways.

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Yet their love lives look like s**t a total s**t show.

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It’s because of these two things that are going on.

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So let’s now talk about why this is how this comes to be.

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And so I call this the plight of the high achiever.

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And, and it’s

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because nobody’s gonna feel sorry for these women.

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Like, right? Like she looks the part,

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she’s got a great life, she’s got all these things going on.

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Like, who’s gonna feel sorry for J-Lo, right?

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Because look at what she’s done in her life.

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But as J-Lo even talks about in this, in this documentary,

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which I love that she does, she starts talking about

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how she grew up in this household

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where she felt emotionally neglected by her parents.

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Her mom was this kind of life

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of the party narcissistic personality.

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She wasn’t home a lot, and she was the middle child.

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So she wasn’t the oldest, but she wasn’t the baby.

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So she was kind of invisible.

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and she didn’t do this on purpose, she stumbled into this,

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which is what usually happens is she realized, well,

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to get a name for myself

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and to figure out who, what my role is in the family,

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I’m going to be an athlete.

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So she started winning awards and doing track

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and doing all these, you know,

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getting all these gold medals.

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when I succeed in these ways, I get attention.

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and it made her feel good.

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And so that’s what this is all about.

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From a very early age, the messaging that we get,

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whether it’s explicit messages that have been spoken

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directly to us, or implicit messages,

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which are those messages that are really subtle and

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and unspoken and implied are such that

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you get love and attention and validation and significance

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and acceptance and acknowledgement

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and all the attention that you need.

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You are loved when you achieve,

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when you get a’s, when you win, when you succeed,

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when you get the, you know, all

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of the external accomplishments.

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So this is where it begins from a very early age for women.

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And you know, this is not just for women, by the way,

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this happens for men too,

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but my specialty just happens to be in this area with women.

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So that’s it.

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It begins from a very early age where we’re trained

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and conditioned and programmed to believe that our worth,

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our value comes from the externals

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that we create in our lives.

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So it’s just one more award. It’s just one more achievement.

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It’s just one more look. See mom, see dad, I got the A.

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Aren’t I worthy of love now?

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And it never stops even into your forties

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and fifties and sixties.

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Even if this doesn’t get resolved, women are still chasing

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and seeking and proving from this deep, deep inner place.

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It’s almost like a hunger, like a deep lial drive.

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It’s, it’s that, um, powerful has such a hold over us,

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this deep need.

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The more I achieve, the more I’m valuable.

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See everybody I am good enough. Look what I just did.

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See everyone, see mom, see dad, see society.

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See culture C myself, I’ve finally made it.

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I’m valid. I’m good enough. Look what I’ve done.

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And I call this the wall of fame.

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Women go on to spend all their time and attention and effort

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and energy building their wall of fame.

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It is the, the mantle full of, of trophies.

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All of that stuff is your wall of fame.

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that they have low self-worth

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because they point to all of those things on the wall

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and they say, see, I’m confident.

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I’ve got my s**t together. I’m good. I’m a great catch.

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I’ve got my life together. C, c, C.

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It is not tied to external circumstances or, or situations

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or accomplishments or achievements.

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and it’s all gone, what is left?

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and recognition and love,

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because our true self-worth is internal.

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And it’s been forsaken

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and neglected for all the external seeking

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and this deep lack

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of a self sense of self and a self-worth

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and self value, as I said,

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rears its ugly head in our romantic

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lives, in our love lives.

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Because we cannot hide there

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in our romantic lives.

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We have to be vulnerable.

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If we wanna have true love, we have to have intimacy

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to be close to someone, to drop our walls,

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to let down our guard, to be our true self.

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And as long as you have an inner world

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that says you’re not good enough,

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that you’re not valuable enough, that you have a lot

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to be ashamed of, that you are, you know,

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don’t let anybody too close

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because they may discover

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that you’re not good enough or lovable.

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You will keep people at a distance.

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They hold people out at a distance.

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that come from these deep inner beliefs.

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I’m not sure we’ll have time for that

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’cause I don’t wanna make this episode too, too long.

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because you can’t pretend you can’t fake it at work.

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if you, you know, are part of a project

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and you put your voice in the room,

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like it can be a little vulnerable

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and a little bit kind of scary to speak up in a big room

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of people, um, to put your voice in the room

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and to share your ideas.

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to your personal private world

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and having this, this intimacy by definition,

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the world v the word vulnerable means a

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willingness to get hurt.

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you have what’s called shared vulnerability,

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where you both are agreeing to put yourself in a situation

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with each other, where you’re willing to get hurt

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by one another because you believe

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that it’s worth it with this person.

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I’ve been with my husband, you know, at the time

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that I’m recording this podcast almost 25 years,

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every single day we have shared vulnerability and,

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and trust with each other to let down our walls

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and let each other see the ugliest stuff that we have and,

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and to trust each other with that.

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And, you know, when we do that, it’s a beautiful thing.

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He has the power to hurt me like no one else

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because of that.

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and they’re focusing on their career, they often just

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don’t even know that this is what’s going on.

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over and over and over again.

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and she makes light of it, there’s a whole scene

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where she’s making fun of herself

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and she’s kind of replaying the weddings

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that she’s had all four of them.

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It’s cursed. You know, she says it’s funny,

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but it’s also heartbreaking.

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because not only are you dealing with

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what feels like rejection, it just reinforces the beliefs

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that you’re not good enough.

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I don’t deserve good love. I can’t have good love.

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I’m not worthy of it. And it’s a, it’s just a painful

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spin cycle, um, for women.

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So that is often what’s going on with high achieving women

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who are struggling in their love lives.

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So here’s one of the biggest things that I see happening,

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um, in the space of dating, coaching, love, coaching,

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self-growth, self-help that, that I am on a mission, uh,

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and my, you know, my whole purpose

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and my whole company Ready For Love is focused on,

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there’s a lot of, well-meaning people do-gooders,

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marketers even, who want to help these women

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end this problem and just get a good guy in their lives.

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And what the advice is, the conventional advice,

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the conventional wisdom is, Hey, here’s

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how men think.

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Here’s how, what men find sexy. Here’s what men really like.

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Do more of that and you’ll find your guy.

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And it makes me so angry and so upset

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because it only takes women further away from being their

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true, authentic selves.

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And that doesn’t ever work. It never, never works.

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It’s not good for the relationship

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because it’s just short-lived.

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for her relationship with herself.

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In order to have loving healthy, lasting relationships,

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we must first, and I know a lot of people say,

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you don’t have to love yourself first.

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You don’t have to love yourself perfectly first,

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but you do have to love yourself enough first

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before you can have a love with someone else.

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Because as long as you don’t feel worthy of love,

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you will not allow someone to love you.

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You will not let them close enough to you.

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So the real work must be done.

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And the real work is developing a relationship

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with yourself first.

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Your true worth is not coming

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from all the externals that you’ve created.

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It’s not coming when he finally picks you in the,

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in the documentary, they say, Ben Affleck even says,

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no amount of alcohol

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or no amount of followers will ever fill that void.

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It’s true. It’s not One more thing will

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make me feel good enough.

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It’s not this guy picking me will make me feel good enough.

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It, it’s, it comes from within.

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I have this thing called the, the empty vessel syndrome.

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It’s part of my program and what I teach,

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and I’m a very visual person.

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It helps me learn. And

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so if you all can just imagine this beautiful vase,

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like I call it a vessel ’cause it’s more magical sounding.

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If imagine a vase and at the bottom there’s a crack

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and you just keep filling it up with water

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and it just kept seeping out the bottom,

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it will never be filled.

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That’s what the seeking and the proving is all about.

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Seeking the love, seeking the validation,

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seeking the acceptance.

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That is what all of that hunger that

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that drive is all about.

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But it’s never enough because the crack at the bottom just,

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it just oozes and it leaks out the bottom.

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So what we do in Ready for Love

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and what all women must do in their lives

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to really overcome this once

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and for all, is to actually identify the crack at the bottom

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of the vase, seal it up, fill it up, plug

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that hole from the bottom,

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and then actually you’re not filling from the outside in.

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You’re filling from the bottom up.

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You show up in your life overflowing with

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worth and value

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because you’ve given it to yourself from the inside.

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And now you have a lot of love to give.

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And you can be kind and generous and magnanimous and noble

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and helpful and a wonderful human being in this world.

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And it’s, and it’s self propagating. It refills itself.

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It’s an endless supply of what you need

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to live your best life.

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’cause it’s coming from within.

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And when you show up in your love life

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and everywhere else in your life, whole and full

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and healthy in this way, you’re not seeking anymore.

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And now you are your best self.

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And that is when women are finally able to know their worth

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and their value, and they start attracting men

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who will treat them better, who don’t have their own issues.

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You know, um, that’s part of it, is

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that we attract who we are.

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The universe doesn’t give us what we want,

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it gives us who we are.

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So you can’t fake that.

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You may look the part on the outside,

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but if you’re operating in the world from a place of,

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I don’t, I’m not lovable,

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I’m not good enough, I’m not worthy.

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And then you, you get into situations that reinforce

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that belief where you’re not treated well

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and you’re maybe even subjecting yourself to abuse

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and all kinds of crap.

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Um, then if you are showing up that way,

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that says a lot about who you are, how you are.

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And, and we attract people into our lives

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who are also feeling that way about themselves.

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The men have the behavior that they have

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or our partners if, if it’s a same sex relationship.

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So, you know, we attract people

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and their behavior looks like what it does,

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as our behavior looks like what it does.

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So basically we attract who we are.

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And the only way to really interrupt this pattern

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and to stop this brutal, vicious cycle of disappointment

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and heartbreak and letdown, is to stop seeking and chasing

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after the love for the validation

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and really turn towards yourself

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and do the inner work to recognize that you have to learn

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that your value and your worth comes within.

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That is only the work that you can do for yourself.

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It is something only you can do.

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And the payoff isn’t about getting the relationship

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that’s really the cherry on top

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because what you really end up getting.

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